I only wan to nod how much u need me, how much u wan me, how much u love me. I hates u saying being unfair to me, u'll respect me, respect my decision and pushes me away for jus wanting me to be happy. I hates myself for being so selfish without giving thoughts for ur feelings, for making u so low confident, for being so insecure, for changing ur mindset and always had to convince urself for me. I really feel tt i'm really tt bad. I'm sorry.