There's fewer n fewer ppl tat i should really tok to..
in fact none..
whereas i myself also dunno where to start fro..
de more happiness i could show on my face in front of ppl..
de harder i could........
perhaps no way i could start fro..
wats wrong wif me.. de feelin when steppin into de surgey room emotionless.. tt i could rmb..
no tears, no frighten, no nothin..
m i being too on de brave front until i cant even understand wats goin on..
how much i had to give up durin tis period of time..
how much could i really take before i break down.