Wouldn't smile..
After leaving fro my frene's house in de midnite, instead of takin cab back home.. i sat at de bus stop for sometime and den took a long long stroll.. de midnite's air is in de mist.. its quite unlike fro de fresh air in de dawn.. thinkin about something tat i'm really not sure about and perhaps afraid de same thing might happened again.. as well as de past moments wif him, de guy.. Really unsure abt it, there's a period when i do really feel tat de feelings for him has become a past.. yet de recent issue makes me thinks of him once again.. do i still hav de feeling for him? or its jus a smoke screen.. haha.. Afriad of gettin any closer to ppl at de moment, i somehow afraid de old feelings might come back to me again.. havin de feeling for someone for two and a half yrs, tat's should be enough isn't it.. more ever using de same amt of time for two person.. i'm quite tired abt it already..