Selection?? not fated..
Combined sch selection for netball.. felt quite proud for it..
actually in first place, i dun feel goin at all, cos my actual decision is givin up netball after grad.. but after all i still went, cos i may wan a agreement or so called comfirmation for my all these yrs of efforts ba.. jus when i really decide to put in my efforts in de selection..
maybe i m nt fated to.. i twisted my knee durin warm up. jus when gettin de second ball of de day lei!!.. crack..fall on de ground..haha.. damn pain!! keepin on hittin my fists on de ground.. at least i didnt cry at all, still able to put on hard act n say ok n smile..
my right leg.. dun feel like havin strength, like goin to fall but i try to get myself into situation cos game startin soon.. bentin down n walkin nt much pro.. thought its ok.. de ppl helped me to tape it but everyone is on court waitin.. no choice half way jog towards de court but half way i fall again.. i cannot make it.. cos my upper knee joint turned inwards when i jog.. my knee cap is out of linement le.. now.. its gettin more serious, i cant bent it at all or walk normally.. die le..