Gettin tired...
hmmm.. jus as per normal den.. tings r gettin a bit out of hands, but i dunno wat those tings r too, jus gettin a bit confused. Results r comin out soon, moods r a bit of worries, one side been tinkin of quitin studies cos too lazy to face de pressure le, while another side i really wish to make it to poly, haiz. is there any solutions to de troubles??? Soon or later, there will be a big turnin point of my life, but not sure whether it will be a sucessful one or fail totally. While for right now tis moment, jus tinkin of quitin my job seriously, a job tat i once being v proud of, truly. Too much of reasons, gettin strucked at a certain level, givin pressure by myself, complicated internal relations, tiring of hearing hurtful words, n too much more. But wat really make me unbearable is de happy moments tat once i hav wif all my big family, de customers' smile which lights up my day, those kids who remembers me n will cum to me n say 'jie jie i m here today', friends tat i hav made in de imm building. Crews will always tinkin wow my job is so relaxin n so nice, but truly speakin there is too much of pressure contain in de position. I only realised it after i get to noe more on de job, cos i m tinkin too beautiful of de position when i m jus a crew, de same point of mind set like eng heng's. Turnin back n tink about all my friends comment, actually i should say tat none of my frene hav given me any good comment on my job, startin my frene will say.. dun work la, wat so nice abt mac? de pay so low.. y u workin so hard now at tis age?.. quit de job better.. Really feelin tired abt hearin those words, so i jus keep tellin my frene tat cos i m already promoted le n my position is really relaxin n pay increase quite a lot.. Even now my mum is complainin me tat y m i keep doin free of charged workin.. HAIZ..HAIZ..HAIZ..HAIZ..